This is a day that always has an echo in my heart. I’ve published this poem often before but my memories of Good Friday are so vivid and loved, the Chapels, the people, the singing, the glorious words that relate its sombre story always there to hold me, seem eternally new.
GOOD FRIDAY
So now it begins with the sun striking through the tall windows, Onto the old brown pews and onto the pulpit, Onto the slender Cross where the weight of this weeping world Is carried on helpless shoulders, Onto the crown of thorns blazing in the shadows, Burning the darkness with its crimson glory.
This is not a gentle day, yet gentleness persists in breaking through, For the soaring arc of the wide blue banner Painted on the far wall of the Chapel, Painted high above the polished table where blue scented grasses Quiver in a silver goblet, unquestioning and faithful, Presents to us those golden words painted on that lovely blue arc, Words that insist ‘GOD IS LOVE’ Which gently insist it is this we must always remember.
The singing is bright now, pausing, darkening, lifting, soaring, Until a sudden startling descant adds its own touch of glory To all tough and tender hearts caught in a flesh Ever subject to death and to corruption, yet ever open to joy. These singers of sacred songs seek the strength of God as they sing And in those three plain words, GOD IS LOVE, find it.
Then the crisp cold air smelling faintly of lavender Drifts like a prayer into the silence and the silence is profound As silence always is when God is listening. And God is always listening. And love is always sending its quiet hope out into the world.
We bought two bunches of wallflower plants from the market, not expecting to see any flowers until next Spring. But they’re all blooming. My Dad was a keen gardener and a good one and he would have been totally amazed by this. But I remember the winters when I was a girl were bitterly cold and snowy so no flowers at all then. Only ice flowers on the water in the old quarry. I’d forgotten those ice flowers which broke wide open when anyone fell into that desperately cold water and one of the older children had to be fetched to rescue them. One of the worst problems the rescuers faced was the ice, sending both rescuer and drowning child slithering and sliding out of reach so more and more dangerous attempts had to be made until the rescue was accomplished.
Today, in Spring, we are warned of bitterly cold weather on its way, snow on top of the hills and freezing cold winds but we hang on to the promise of summer.
WALLFLOWERS IN NOVEMBER
The old gardeners would never have believed it. Not wallflowers in November. Why, that would have been against all the laws of nature, Unheard of. Yet, here they are, Smiling into the crisp November morning. Their velvet yellow petals Reminding the cold air of Spring, Their dark reds almost bringing alive The sultry sweetness of summer.
One glance is enough to reveal The energy of those glorious flowers, Enough to set the world on fire, More than enough to put bitter frost in its bitter place, No killing will ever happen here.
Wallflowers in November can do that. Their petals scent the days Even when the trees are dying, Giving lie to all those stories Of life and death endings. Laying claim, once for all, to no endings here.
We have not had a good day today so I wanted a poem that would make me feel better. There are no buttercups out just now but there are drifts of celandines everywhere, with the glorious daffodils singing alongside. Celandines make anyone feel better being so tiny and so determined to shine in amongst the hard worn grasses.
BUTTERCUP IN FROZEN
Twice In one night, I thought I saw A buttercup, Shining In the middle Of a field Of frozen snow, But I was wrong. It wasn’t a buttercup, It was love. Small enough To be overlooked. Big enough To change the world.
If she had to cut her coat According to her cloth, The old girl knew It was going to be a damn thin coat, Nowhere near thick enough To keep out the cold.
Glancing into a passing shop window, She felt absolutely fed-up, For the coat she had been wearing For all of her present eternity Was thin, too, and wrinkled, Needing an iron.
But, sighing, with a bit of luck, she knew she would Patch it up a few more times Before she was ready to change it.