CAGED LINNET SINGING

As a girl, we lived in a small row of terraced housing on an equally small street with other equally small streets around us, right on the cusp of the country.  Round the corner of our street was a row of houses with an alley set in between them.  I hated going into this alley but the old woman in the end house, right at the bottom, sold odd bits of things, like a cupful of sugar, a jug of milk, a slice of cheese, and every time I went, I was convinced she was a witch, a magician, and I certainly watched my manners when I was stood at her door.

 CAGED LINNET SINGING

I was always afraid of gypsy alley,
Where, outside the last house
A Linnet in a cage sang its little melodies.
Standing on the doorstep, too frightened to move,
I handed over the coins to pay
For the mashing of black tea I had been sent for,
All the while listening to that little bird singing,
Each note pure as a flower,
Perfect as the seashell in my pocket.

Yet I was glad when a twist of paper,
Tea safely folded in, was pushed into my fingers.
‘I like your Linnet,’ I whispered, and the tough old face,
Beaten into a teak sculpture by the sun, hardened,
Beaky nose and beaky eyes becoming the Linnet,
The gypsy
magician singing my terrified feet
Down the dark alley and onto the street.  

Now, in my bed, candle long since blown out,
Quiet under the starry darkness,
I can hear the gypsy witch singing,
Her Linnet wings fluttering against the window.

                                                ©2020 Gwen Grant

STARTING OVER

STARTING OVER

Late love,
With all its tenderness,
Turns us all
Into navigators,
Archaeologists,
Gently blowing the dust of years
From the site of yesterday.
Sometimes finding the splendours
Of Carter’s Tutankhamen,
Sometimes bringing to light
A tiny twist of yellow gold,
Its brightness hidden from invaders.

Cautious, careful,
We read books that tell us
How to discover each other.
One mystery sliding alongside another.
Two historians coming together,
Compiling a definitive account
Of their life and times.

You know what?
A hand reaching out for a hand,
A smile answering a smile
Breaks it all down
To where any Lover could build a castle,
Or a small shed if wanted,
With a water feature on the patio.
The oceans of the world
Lapping the edge of the garden.

                                  © 2019 Gwen Grant

DUSK IN LATE SPRING


We saw this hedgerow on an evening run when we were in Scotland for a few days.  It was so beautiful, it made me want to do a Sound of Music and run through it barefoot!
Such hedgerows were common when I was young and we would gather a couple of cornflowers and penny moons but leave the ragwort alone for it has a harsh scent to it.
They don’t last long but a tiny bunch of these flowers in one of the old glass milk bottles looked lovely.

    DUSK IN LATE SPRING 

That evening, the country road
Was a deep soft grey
Where nothing could be properly seen,
Only the lovely shadows of bush and tree
And the soft blue haze of cornflowers
Studding the hedgerow. 

A moment of joy. 

Then the intermittent dull gold
Of the ragwort,
Lifting sudden head and shoulders
Over the pale penny moons.
The whole so beautiful,
That little country road
Will live with me for ever. 

                            ©2020 Gwen Grant

 HOLDING TOGETHER

 

At my brother’s funeral last Monday, I thought of all the years we had shared and
of our shared happiness and sorrows.  My eldest brother died last year and Dina
died two years ago.

   HOLDING TOGETHER

Holding together
In some far flung corner
Of yesterday,
We wait in silence
For darkness to separate us. 

Already, it has taken
Those we could not bear to lose.
And like a spoilt child
Who will not pass the ball,
Darkness never gives them back. 

Our tears seem useless,
Yet, every tear proves
The continued existence
Of love.

© 2020 Gwen Grant

HOMELAND

Street for Survivors by Hundretwasser

       HOMELAND

The good thing, of course,
Is that there’s plenty of space
In Love for everyone.
Plenty of places
To make ourselves at home
And plenty of time,
What with love being timeless
And all that,
To build a love strong enough
To defeat any trouble
And make a place for us.

                                 ©2020 Gwen Grant